I think its kind of amazing how fast time flies. Genuinely. I swear to god when I was a wee teenager a week felt like a month, as an adult three months feels like three weeks - has it really been three months since I uploaded a journal? Damn.
Like I stress, this website kind of makes me pull my hair with some of the pettiness/toxicity I'm seeing too commonly and I'm just.... not down for that. I'd be on Tumblr if I was interested in such behavior. People get riled up over really stupid shit here and I just don't have the patience and intentionally avoid it so I don't say something that isn't the nicest.
I'm not specifying or bagging people, just genuine honesty. Facebook is negative enough, I don't need dA to be full of negativity too so I just avoid looking at it. This leads to massive build up of messages that I can't even imagine sorting through since the moment I get it to 0 0 0 0 0 it'll be back up to the hundreds overnight. XD Lmao I need to clear my watch list - I watch too many people *sighs*
I don't have anything significant to say. I'm around, but more often than not just floating on Skype, even then I'm honestly flaky. I don't try to be, I just can't for the life of me grasp the concept of time passing. If you note me and I don't reply for a week, usually even longer than this, its nothing personal. This site isn't my jam and, completely honest, the last thing I'm thinking about is monitoring social media/website activity usually. Lots of cool people here, but I'm in a phase where I can't focus worth a damn on anything, at all.
Thank you for all your love, support, comments, faves - no matter how minuscule the numbers are it means a lot. <33 Hope you're all doing better than I am, adulting sucks in the most evil way. I'm in that awkward early 20's phase where you feel like you're going through a second puberty and second 'everything is terrifying and confusing' episode. THEY TRY TO TELL YOU IT ONLY HAPPENS WHEN YOU'RE A TEENAGER - BUT OMG THEY LIED.
YOU HAVE A SECOND ONE AS AN ADULT.
If you do feel like chatting you can always shoot me a note and I'll hook you up with my Skype account - please though if you're not eighteen you should probably not bother. I don't want to have to watch what I'm saying or risk sharing NSFW art with someone who, is not eighteen, which does carry heavy legality that a lot of kids don't get since they're not grown up. Sorry peeps. Had a friend get in mega trouble recently for something that simple and it was a major eye opener. *shrug*
That said have a great summer everyone!