its been a while i think. i've been working for the doctor for almost a year and i'm pretty sure i haven't logged on in that time...
so; i'm really too exhausted to explain in depth at this point. its so very late over here on my end of the world and i've fallen ill with a god awful snowbird virus that the bastards have brought down south with them for the 'warm' winter.
needless to say; i can't ever guarantee i'm back because i refuse to make such full promises, but i can guarantee that i'm more stable than i have EVER been. its kind of alarming- i didn't know i was capable of being this normal and feeling like myself again. heh.
i've been sketching a lot- brushing up over some old nostalgia and drawing a few irkens here and there- loc, aissa, randoms, etc. just whoever comes to mind.
i'm planning on buying a premium membership for this account if i decide to keep sketching; if things keep progressing and i finally worm my way back into the forgotten depths of drawing i may very well drop a good amount of money to get a nice tablet and really get back into the swing of things.
I'll tell you what I'm doing when I buy that premium.
GETTING RID OF THAT FUCKING NAME
PRAISE THE LORD I HURT LOOKING AT IT
And honestly this account isn't going to be solely irken art- I'm going to leave my old gallery open just so its there for old nostalgic reasons- but also so I can see how much better I've gotten as I've aged. I'm rusty as shit- but I know I've improved in a lot of aspects. I started working with paint a lot this year and really got an idea of how colors blend and what works- I'm sure this could help with digital painting however I lack the tablet. Its dead. I'll get a new one eventually. vwv
I uh... I honestly can't believe I'm posting here right now with the same enthusiasm I had a couple of years ago as a young girl. Now I'm 21 and kind of have an idea of what the fuck I'm doing with my life and got in with a damn good doctor and I literally can't say I have a single thing to bitch about. Literally. nothing. I have nothing to bitch about- not even being sick. Who cares; life is grand.
Anyway; I'm planning on giving a few certain people a premium membership who've stuck around even through all these harsh years. You know who you are- and honestly I would give you so much fucking more than a premium if I could. I love you guys- so much.
Can't wait to see what the future has in store- I think I am finally over my literal three to four year long hiatus. What a fucking trip.
I wonder if any of you are still around. o_O