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do i even need to explain it? past few weeks have been hospital times.

i have a bit more time to myself right now.  v~v i'm so bad i should be sleeping; i have to work in the morning.

.___. i want to draw in ms paint tho
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there are a number of things wrong with this; but i think i'm off to an okay start for getting back into the swing of things. i had no idea where i was going with this when i began and frankly i'm not finished with it? i want to add a lot more detail to the background and more burning buildings. i know the posture is a little stiff- unfortunately its been years since i've drawn regularly and its going to take me a while to get that 'movement' down again.

having fun with the tablet and learning how to use it; eh. i might add more to this later but its safe to say i may just be uploading scribbles for a while.

props to you if you can figure out who the bastard is that burned a town down.
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Got a tablet. ^-^ ... Now just practicing and getting used to it- I need to buy Sai. x_x Photoshop is cool too but Sai has a lot more... interesting ways to make things happen.

Won't be submitting for a while, trying to remember how to color. <'D lolol
skype fixed

SO- I know its been almost two months since I posted that I was back but you know my life. @_@

I have my scanner hooked up to my computer- I have Photoshop- I'm getting a tablet for my birthday- and I'm drawing IZ again.

Invader Zim styled IZ no less- I'm pretty fucking happy I'm not going to lie.

I will do my best to log onto Skype frequently- but please, please  understand that I still have a lot going on outside of dA.

You guys are so fucking important to me but sometimes you have to go handle things that need handling- and that's exactly why I was gone for... what, three years? Shit happens.

Work is insanely busy- you can imagine the skin cancer industry is booming in Florida. Snowbirds just got here from up north, so I'm pulling a lot of late nights at work and some twelve hour shifts. Once work is done, I go and see my love :iconnumchuk: and spend a few hours with him; if I'm not exhausted I come home and work out because you all know of my other dA page :iconxdatura: ( HIGHLY NSFW and don't view if you don't want to see me nude. ) and that takes maintaining the body. x-x I am not saying whatsoever that you guys are at the bottom of my priority list- I just will never be what I used to... at least not until I've moved into the house when my tax return comes... then maybe, just maybe... things will be back to the way they used to be and I'll be here nightly.

Just understand how hard it is to have a busy ass life outside of here- and then have another life here you have to maintain. I feel like such a horrible person when I have to up and go for days, weeks, and months at times... this is why I'm so reluctant to snuggle back in with some old friends because I just.... don't want to leave them hanging like I did when I started as a bartender and was working night shifts. ._. I have great, great guilt still about all those people who were... really fucking close to me and then one day I was just gone. You have no idea how much pain I feel over this- every single day of my life. Some of the best friends I've ever had were here online- and I can't say I've met many people in the real world who come anywhere CLOSE to how great you all are. I feel like I abandoned everyone even though that wasn't the case, things just got tough.

Now even though things are truly great- things could get more strenuous in the future. College is a big thought in my head right now and I'm thinking about pursuing my major seriously now since my work will pay for a full ride- that's a big deal and I'm not going to let it slip through my fingers.

All this bullshit aside- I am plotting a comic, and have been for the past two months. It is going to be strictly IZ style- this is easier for me because frankly IZ style is easier to do than full blown realistic/semi-realistic bodies. I have a whole slew of new characters; and in the comic universe, pretty much every character you ARE familiar with ( Coco, Aissa, Korr, etc. ) are all dead. Sorry. :( It will make sense when the comic starts- but I'm conflicted because I don't know if I should be uploading the drabbles/story I'm writing to go with it or the comic itself.

Hm.

I have my scanner sitting here; I'm about to take my meds and start drawing.

I love you guys; all of you. Without you I don't think I ever would have gotten this far with my life and frankly I'm glad I decided against deleting this account.

Don't be afraid to note me, I don't bite. I swear to god my shitty attitude is gone; I just cuss like a sailor. Heh.

Much love and looking forward to posting these comics.

Who knows, when shit really stables out I might just start roleplaying again. Who knows.

Peace.
FYI I'm not dead! I've been plotting a story and comic that will be completely IZ stylized. Can't wait to show you guys; and yes, once I get my scanner hooked back up I will start uploading my concepts. I think you guys are really going to enjoy what I'm doing

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I come and go- that's the way it is. Don't get attached if you can't handle distance; I can't control when life comes calling and I have to head out for some time. :')

I'm formerly TheTallestCoco; if you remember. Irkens are cool and shit but I'm pretty sure I've primarily moved on to other things- so... thanks for the support and thanks for stoppin' in.

Buh bye.
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do i even need to explain it? past few weeks have been hospital times.

i have a bit more time to myself right now.  v~v i'm so bad i should be sleeping; i have to work in the morning.

.___. i want to draw in ms paint tho

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1AmTheIT Featured By Owner Mar 23, 2015  Hobbyist General Artist
Hello. C:
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Prepare-Your-Bladder Featured By Owner Nov 30, 2014  Hobbyist Digital Artist
happy birthday! Hope its a good one!
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Mech-Maker Featured By Owner Nov 30, 2014
Happy Birthday!
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Dragonious Featured By Owner Nov 30, 2014
happy bday 8D
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Zerna Featured By Owner Jun 29, 2014  Hobbyist Digital Artist
Hope life's treating you right, bby.
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Murd3r3r Featured By Owner Sep 23, 2014  Hobbyist General Artist
Hey- for once, it finally did and I think I actually have the energy to start coming back around here. I hope the same for you.

:'3
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Zerna Featured By Owner Sep 25, 2014  Hobbyist Digital Artist
Excellent ;w;

Heh yes I'm still here, still doing the same thing I've been doing for years, and still enjoying it. Like an unchanging, mossy rock. P fPfpff. I'm guessing you no longer have access to your yahoo/MSN/instant messenger, too?
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Murd3r3r Featured By Owner Nov 20, 2014  Hobbyist General Artist
I don't... and I'm really not a big fan of Skype but hey. I guess I gotta do what I gotta do- I need to touch base with a few people.

I'll log on eventually- just trying to settle in.
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Dragonious Featured By Owner May 23, 2014
I miss ya coco, you're never on Skype anymore either ;A;
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Murd3r3r Featured By Owner Sep 23, 2014  Hobbyist General Artist
Hey it happens when someone gets a little busy ya know. Nothin' personal- hope you're okay.
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Dragonious Featured By Owner Sep 23, 2014
wait a minute, I've lost your skype D:, can you note me or message me what it is again? Idk how, but it's not on my list anymore
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Dragonious Featured By Owner Sep 23, 2014
No yeah I know, just got worried and thought something bad had happened. I hope I can see you on skype more often though, so we can chat, if even for a little bit. Also, check out your profile 83
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Prepare-Your-Bladder Featured By Owner Nov 30, 2013  Hobbyist Digital Artist
Happy birthday! Hope it's a good one ;)
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Dragonious Featured By Owner Nov 30, 2013
happy bday coco
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ZombiexXxAlice Featured By Owner Dec 28, 2012  Hobbyist Writer
Hey!! ^w^ it's Anita!!
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Murd3r3r Featured By Owner Apr 19, 2013  Hobbyist General Artist
Hello beautiful lady. <3
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Mech-Maker Featured By Owner Nov 30, 2012
Happy Birthday :)
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Murd3r3r Featured By Owner Dec 7, 2012  Hobbyist General Artist
Thanks
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0tt0maton Featured By Owner Nov 30, 2012  Student Digital Artist
Happy birthday !
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Murd3r3r Featured By Owner Dec 7, 2012  Hobbyist General Artist
TY <3
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0tt0maton Featured By Owner Dec 7, 2012  Student Digital Artist
You're welcome:)
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DoctorBollocks Featured By Owner Nov 30, 2012
Happy Birthday!!!
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Murd3r3r Featured By Owner Dec 7, 2012  Hobbyist General Artist
<3 ty
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DoctorBollocks Featured By Owner Dec 7, 2012
You're very welcome :hug:
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Thepantybandit Featured By Owner Nov 30, 2012
happy birthday coco!
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seems like only yesterday i was telling you happy birthday!
i hope you have an awesome day! :D
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